Why Do You Still Love Me?

I wish I didn’t disappoint you so much.

I wish I was everything you could’ve possibly hoped for,

But you know better than I do that that isn’t going to happen.

I simultaneously love and hate myself too much to let go.

You tell me everyday you would do anything for me.

You’ve already done more than I could ever repay,

But you’ve never asked for payment.

Only love.

Only my heart in its truest form and yet I can’t do that much.

Why is it so hard to be loved unconditionally?

I want to be yours and be able to feel you beside me,

But God I just can’t.


Song: Doubt – Twenty One Pilots


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