I used to hear your voice so clearly.
You were my guiding light,
But even that has dimmed now.
Where did you go?
I’d rather be wherever you are.
I’ve been back to old habits for a while,
But I don’t know how to stop.
Would you pull me out just once more?
I was always better when you were around.
I wish you would come back,
But I don’t remember if it was you or I who left.
Was it me after all?
I may have been blind for too long.
I want what we used to be,
But I don’t know if I can get to that place again.
When exactly did I fall this far?