I get addicted to leaving.
No warning or valid explanation.
I don’t think anyone has realized it yet.
Sometimes it gets too much.
Moments and feelings are overwhelming.
They don’t notice when I’m around.
Maybe they’ll notice when I’m gone.
Of course I’ll come back.
It won’t take long.
It never does.
I’ll soon realize this didn’t work either.
I don’t want their attention.
I want to be seen.
Give me some reason to feel like more than a burden.
I’ll come back.
I’ll stay for a while.
And I’ll disappear again.
One day it will work.