I spent all day thinking about you,
Because I was trying so hard to forget.
How funny it is to fall for somebody,
When it can feel more like the aftermath.
Even with bruised knees and a head that aches,
Still I hope that I can get up and fall again.
You don’t see my fear,
Because as much as I’d keep falling if I had to,
I know how that ends.
Remember when I once fell,
And I took so many months to heal?
Painful wounds covered my whole body,
And it seemed like it would never stop hurting.
I have a couple scars left,
Tiny reminders on my imperfect skin not to get beaten and bruised.
I can’t seem to learn my lesson,
As I fall and fall again.
Every single time,
I fall and fall again.